Hell Week.

It's been long since I last posted.
So much has happened this past few weeks.

First, hell week's next week. I've been doing a lot of cramming and trying to fit everything in. Especially all those last minute details by my teachers. They've been giving the class a lot of extra credit "projects" that are supposed to be "boosters" when it's time for the computation of grades. *philosophy,anatomy--sigh*

Second, I've been having personal issues with someone at school. It hurts, primarily because I thought she was a friend. I didn't expect her to be the first to be such a traitor. But maybe she doesn't see it the way I do. Maybe I'm over reacting... But... *double sigh*

Third, I look like sh*t. I've had a pimple "breakout"... I look so tired and haggard most of the time. And no matter how much I try to relax and rest and get enough sleep, I still look like a walking zombie. I'm tired. May I sleep eternally? or at least until HELL WEEK's over? *sigggggggggh*

Fourth, I'm confused. About something at the back of my mind. I think I hear things at night. I feel like I'm being watched while I study in my room. The walls seem to have eyes. They whisper to me in my sleep. I'm afraid to tell my mom. I think I'm being paranoid. I don't want to scare her. I think it's my demons again. They're back. I know they are.





-- i'll get back to this.